supersick cough needlethroat / tyr new concept attempt

I'm sick as fuck

and i don't mean mentally but i NEEDED to do something after the past two weeks of being held back by about everything this place can muster.
House rose-white in hickville ... ON TOP OF THE HILL NONETHELESS , sleeping in the room where my grandma lost her mind to alzheimers when i was in the room next door and 15 ...

take your pick, hitchcockfred, randallking or diamond them ... and all the rest, AND ALL THE REST, and people just being incessant and what not ... i know some will try to shove christmas up my ass but i should say up front the last time i did that was when i was still with my last gf and as i have sworn to all thats holy and unholy to not have girlfriends until im out of here with my cat, there will be no christmas (also no shopping, if i had money, id leave the country for a couple days during that fake bullshit)

gud ...

the dark one (did someone patent that name ? like when apple patented "god" and stuff and everyone across the world now pays copyright on prayers ?

no ?

okay

as you should know by now, i dont google these

but im pretty much a blender noob

i have spent all fucking night somehow fixing up the morgan system, apparently moving it all and then altering the first line to read it into the same structure wasnt all that much hard

altering every single bit in every script to act on it for future days however, seems to bring a few more quirks

(as it's supposed to interact with tyrnannoght and i have no clue what else later, its supposed to be modular, whatever the in-crowd word is, i use modular ... because that's what i mean, just like i use "subroutine" instead of function or object and "program" instead of "dapp" .... i also never buy a new pc until the old one has proven THAT I CAN DO IT

right ...

i feel a bit like a scene from trainspotting right now lol canned food and all that

not the rice-pudding i made that myself

i simply HAD TO after more than a week of almost nothing

, you know why those motherfuckers i used to work for , "the boss" as people call that here , having no illusions on that fancy title team-bullshit , you know why they never call in sick themselves ?

i once worked FOR a guy ... six or seven days a week, cleaning greenhouses with diluted acid, summer and winter ... 35 degrees or minus seven, up to seven or more meters high on top of a greenhouse with no protection ... for about 8 euros an hour (the legal "barema" as they call that)

he once fell THROUGH the fucking roof of one of those things (we're talking hectares of tomatoe greenhouses, not that thing in your backyard ... the acid bites off a microscopic layer of the glass and is sprayed off right away, the glass is good as new and the lumen increase ...

(thats the sales pitch anyway and people seemed to buy it)

fell through the rough, broke a rib or two

came to work the next day

YOU KNOW WHY ?

because that's what who work for themselves DO

otherwise

NO MULLAH

living in the house of my retired parents i dont really need money for vitamin C

its as good as a chemlab here ...

a couple o days, plenty of paracetamol and some trazolan to fight the houseghost and im
(physically) as good as new :)

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greetings from Defender of the Realm btw

who thinks your world is full of shit

a bit like me :)

but he cares less, thats probably

why his hair hasnt fallen out yet

hahah hah haaah, and now i will dive down and tomorrow pay the price for my sitting up straight on six huge mugs of coffee while i should have been in bed after being in bed and having done nothing for almost a week-streak

any payments from distros and if an autovoter stops (as i promised no one and its only bonusvotes i doubt there will be complaints though) i'll fix that tomorrow, hopefully LATE in the afternoon

el Gato yea i need a new sig-post too, i do

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