I've been stuck out at the farm for a couple weeks now. The days are kind of running together though, without having a "normal" schedule or friends nearby that have day jobs. It's made it challenging to really get out there to hang with people, so I don't really have as much I want to say here lately.
It's a good place to get stoned and dream, though, even if I've only got the basics of dream Juju so far. I can learn a lot from a little though, so who knows how far I'll go with it?
I just find myself really missing the awesome connections I've had with some of my friends in the past. I really show myself when I'm garbed out as Catalyst the Weird, the Little Slime that Could, but I only really have one person encouraging that anymore.
I've had a couple folks tell me that, "I should wear my feathers on the outside." I think it amounts to showing the world what makes us, "we."
That's why I want to do the rubber fetish stuff. It's why I want to do the real life super hero thing. When how I want to see myself matches how I do, and how others see me, that's when I'm at my best.
I just feel like I haven't had a fair chance yet.
Here's a pretty cool memory of mine though, a moment when one of my friends and people I feel very strongly about said she really saw me. I hope I can share with more people that way again.
