To much to hold in!!

This story keeps getting more and more interesting.

I woke up one morning, late as usual. I looked up at the ceiling and took a deep breath as usual... I continued to do everything as usual.

Then the most odd feeling came over me. DISGUST!!!!! I walked pass a mirror in my home and low and behold felt even worse. I was literally DISGUSTED with my self.

I stood there for a long time and stared at my self. I looked deep into my own eyes as if It would help me find the answer I was looking for. Still nothing. That day everything that could have possibly went wrong, did.

After my day was over, I sat on my floor and cried my eyes out. Even had a plan to take my own life. As I began to say my last words with tears coming down my face. Everything froze, its as if I had stood up from my flesh and was able to see myself there on the floor. In that moment I said Enough is Enough I had to save myself... Every since that moment life didnt change the way I thought it would, but it has Changed.

So I say all of this to say, Change is my new best friend, because enough is enough.

I am not a Victim!