It’s a funny feeling when you are going through something extremely difficult and you don’t know if it’s just some horrible transformation or a complete and utter downfall.
I just remembered a quote from my old poem...
“Grand towers fall to clear the space for others”
and an image of the “Tower” Tarot Card.
I suspected that one day I would have to face this. The feeling of the fall itself is indescribable. What happens after? I have no idea. It’s a lazy question of indulgence because when you fall, your true self doesn’t think of any “after”s. What thinks about them is a more pragmatic part of the mind. 
Tower moments! I've been through lots of them for the last two years. The positive side to it, and you just described it, is that it supports us to eventually come back to what is happening right now, right here. And in tarot, the tower is followed by the star …
I am sending some light your way. May every rotten part of the tower soon fall apart. I'll be waiting here for the star to be born!
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Thank you, May B )
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Eeek, Tower time. At least the beautiful Star card comes afterwards in tarot and it was good to get rid of all that was holding us back before. I hope you will feel the Star energy soon xx
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Thanks ) It weirdly feels like my being has no capacity for hope right now, but it understands your kind words.
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Aww, I truly hope that changes soon as you seem like such a beautiful, inspirational soul xx
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