Please pray for my Nanay🙏❤

Good morning everyone! I did not go to work today. I need to bring my mother to the hospital. I actually brought her last night because she's not feeling well. She feels the numbness of the left portion (the stroked portion) of her body. I immediately called my eldest to come home to look after my youngest while I bring my nanay to the hospital. That was the looooonnngggeeest 10-minute waiting time for me. While waiting I did everyrhing of course my motherly duties to Carleign. I prepared her dinner so with my mother so that she can take her medicine. I prepared everything we need and perfect my Chauncey's home. I gave her instruction and ask favor from our neighbor to look after my kids while I bring my nanay to Bethany hospital.

(This photo was taken last August 1, 2019 my nanay's 68th birthday)

Prior to this I went upstairs and bend my knees in prayer. I cried silently because I don't want my housemates to see me crying. I need to be strong for them. I asked God to heal my nanay and my daughter. Last Thursday I was absent because I brought Carleign to Bethany hospital. Today again its Thursday and I need to bring my nanay to Bethany for her check up. I asked God to help me go through this. I asked God to sustain us. I asked God to protect my loved ones. I prayed and cried while waiting for Chauncey.

I got up as usual. Did my morning routines. I decided to post this to update you all and at the same time ask for your prayers for us. I finished bathing them. I am about to wash our laundry but then I thought of posting here first. Before I do my chores. I praise God for my friend who works at Bethany Hospital. I texted her to include us in the list for my mother's check up. We will go there at 11:30am after sending Carleign to school. My head is still aching but I need to be strong for them. Walang ibang gagawa nito para sa pamilya ko kundi ako. Kaya kailangan kong maging malakas para sa kanila. Of course its very tiring and at times I get so frustrated but I have no choice but to get up and get moving. If I don't then who will? You see friends I am torn between my career and my family. Which shouldn't be the case. I need to work to feed my family. I asked my brother to come home and take care of our mother. I messaged him last night and he said he's just waiting for his iqama id. I told him to just come home. Since his employer is not giving him or paying his salary since September 2019.

As I end this post today, I pray that nanay will not be admitted. Because if she will....another burdensome for me to look for someone who will stay in the hospital for her.

Thank you and God bless you all. Thank you for your prayers. I am blessed to have you as my prayer partners. God is good all the time and all the time God is good. 🙏💚🙏

Have a blessed Year 2020

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