for me to love you, as if waiting for the sun at the end of the twilight

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On this beach I try to harbor the pain that I feel, want
to feel like this heart is free like a wave of waves that cheerfully rolled and crashed, the current pulled the broken wooden ruts that he was originally hidden under a pile of black sand, repeatedly haunts and erodes, finally released, crashing with the waves, slowly and deeper into the sea

In my silence, in the distance I want you to know that there are various ways I can do to forget you, but your face is always pictured. I still remember your happy smile 4 months ago earlier this year, when I met you. I know you are happy with me but do not you know how hurt this is?
For many years faithfully I have been through, guarding and ensuring that my feelings are faithful always only with you, only your beautifully carved names are entangled in my heart, filling the silence in each of my daydreams, coloring my dreams every night. Your name always I say in my prayer and I decided sincerely that you are my choice of heart to kupersunting be my custodian in pelaminan and partner who will be together fill the bright days of our future.

Dalam diam ku, di kejauhan ini aku ingin kamu tahu bahwa sudah berbagai cara aku lakukan untuk bisa melupakan mu, namun wajah mu selalu terbayang. Aku masih ingat senyum bahagiamu 4 bulan yang lalu di awal tahun ini, saat aku menjumpai mu. Aku tahu kamu bahagia dengan hadir ku tapi tidak tahukah kamu betapa sakit hati ini?
Bertahun-tahun dengan setia aku telah melalui, menjaga dan memastikan bahwa perasaan ku setia selalu hanya dengan mu, hanya namamu yang terukir indah direlung hati ku, mengisi keheningan dalam tiap lamunan ku, mewarnai mimpi-mimpi ku di tiap menjelang malam. Namamu selalu ku ucapkan dalam doa ku dan sudah kuputuskan dengan sungguh-sungguh bahwa kamulah pilihan hati ku untuk kupersunting menjadi bidadariku di pelaminan dan partner yang akan bersama mengisi hari-hari cerah masa depan kita.

The separating distance, our time-consuming activity and every opportunity to meet, maybe it's just that it slowly begins to freeze, longing to dry out ... no cure.

Still on this beach, I'm waiting for the sunset ... even though it's beautiful for just a moment maybe so this love story for you, but tomorrow he will sink again ... I make sure my heart has been sincere of your choice like sunset tomorrow immersed again beautifully so also tomorrow I also still love you ..., but really I want you to be happy.

Maybe mengiklaskan mu for me is the most perfect way of loving you now think this is the way for me to make it a friendship story, because I admit it is my slow mistake to say my love to be able to convince you