Sorry to know about your personal loss. Good to know, though, that loss made you more invested in putting an end to our corrupt economic system. Lots of things aren't worth caring about (nothing, I suppose, if you asked a nihilist), but I think you show an admirable strength in continuing to agitate for a more equitable politics.

Interesting to me, on a sociological level, that the supposedly-ironic communist memes made you inclined to study works of the political system that these memes had pseudo-promoted. An interesting example of how these signs can affect our intellectual dispositions on a mass scale.