If I don't have you, no one will "LOVE and OBSESSION"

Kicks on the door and the door finally opened. Place your hands on your head where I can see them, on your knees.
Anything you say or do will be used against you in the court of law, those were the words I heard as the police pointed their guns at my head and all I did was cry.
Drenched in blood as they placed hand cuffs on my hands and marched me out of the house.

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Let's go to when it all began
I was arrogant, rude and a no nonsense lady.
You won't blame me though because I wasn't always like this. I learnt to be like this through heart breaks and deceit from friends and even family.

Raped severely at the age of twelve by my uncle, which my parents and family members got aware of. Instead of looking into the issue, they just cubbed and ignored the it totally because he was very rich and supportive to the family and my parents didn't want to loose that.
I was forced to share my pain alone since I had no friends and could hardly trust anyone.
I grew up like this seperated from the outside world.These all changed a year ago at the University where I met James.
He had all the attributes of a perfect guy. Cute, good looking, humble and respectful.
We got to know each other because of the constant bump at each other in school. That was where the introduction began and from friends, he asked me out and we started to date.

James was the only friend I had, my closest companion and i trusted him with my life as he trusted me too.
He is always sincere so I have no reasons to doubt him.
This very day things changed, I was playing game with his phone and a message came in.
I usually don't read his text but this one in particular caught my attention and I couldn't resist the urge to read it so I read it.

The sender used words like sweetheart at the beginning and ended the message with take care my world. The body of the message sounded so romantic but the number wasnt saved on his phone so I couldn't get a name.
I felt uncomfortable and asked him and he assured me that it was a message from a relation.

I started stalking him 'cos I felt uncomfortable and I noticed he goes out to receive some of his calls and after receiving calls where he says romantic things or messages of such manner, he deletes the record from his phone.
I confronted him several times on this issue and all I get is the same answer which is she is my relative.

The last time I checked James was the only son of his parents and why would he have a relatives number that's not saved on his phone and he deletes record of their conversation I ask myself.
My trust started diminishing as my stalking increased. On a recent conversation with her, I heard them put a date for the next day and I had a plan which was to catch him red handed.
I was so in love with him that I couldn't bare sharing him with another.

The day finally came, I followed him to the hotel without him knowing and waited like one hour before rushing into the room.

Meanwhile, as James entered the hotel room to see the lady whose name was Kim, they embraced each other with joy telling each other about what they missed all these years.
As James Sat on the bed, Kim went to the bathroom to shower, she came out naked to pick her clothes after the shower as she was used to James seeing her naked.
You have not stopped this old habit of yours said James as he laughed and told her to put on her clothes and she replied him that what is there that you have not seen before.

Immediately I bumped into the room, I sighted a naked lady facing James who was sitting on the bed, within me I belived my Assertion had been proved which was he had been cheating all these while, so I picked the closest thing I could carry which was a flower vase and walked straight to James...

All I heard him say was I can explain..I can explain, I didn't even want to hear anything. I hit the flower vase on his head and his head burst open splashing blood everywhere..

Kim was there saying who are you? What are you doing here? What do you want?
I said I'm Jane James boyfriend.
And she immediately said I'm your boy friends step sister.
I didn't believe till I asked for evidence and she showed me her ID card verifying they had the same surname.
I then asked why she was naked and I never knew James had a sister.

Kim called 911 for help and we tried to stop the bleeding as she also explained that James hardly speaks about her because she was not in the country but came in few weeks back so she kept contacting him and about the nakedness, she is not always shy around her brother?

I broke down in tears on hearing this as I heard kicks on the door. So I was so obsessed about sharing James with anyone that I could hurt him. The medical team and the police entered as the police pointed their guns at my head and all I did was cry.
Drenched in James blood as they placed hand cuffs on my hands and marched me out of the house.