I'm Geniune but I'm Dead Serious

in coward •  6 years ago 

A history of how afraid and coward I am

Ever since I am a child, fight has never been a resolve for me. I have plenty of reasons to tell why fighting has never been a choice of mine since childhood. I've been into fights, because I was forced. I hope you get me, the enemy attacks - and so I was forced to fight.

I used to be as humble as possible despite how difficult the situation is. I keep remain silent of every nature of this world. Even if it's hurting me, I still choose to be silent. Maybe I'm just a private type of person? No. To make the long story short - "I eat pride". Pride is something I took gamble of because it's not so much important "for me". So yea, in order to resolve fights I tear it down. You get me? I always concede to resolve everything.

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Nah. You're just a coward Jass. Don't make excuses.

Yep. I'm afraid to be involved in fights that's why I keep myself in silence. I put myself in a room watching on the window how beautiful the world is. I'm strong in terms of conversations but I really don't want fights. There will be a lot of consequences I see when I fight.

I can say from the bottom of my heart, I'm a calm and relaxed person. - But I'm dead serious. Seriously, I am serious on my seriousness on serious things. I don't know what to do. I don't know what will happen. I don't know how will I react when I fight. I don't know what will be me. Will you help me?

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Fight for your right. All of us must the this things in order to be a man. What I mean is that, if someone wants to fuck on you and he wants you to have some "kick-ass" fight then this is what you have to do. IGNORE THEM. They are just wastes and don't be a person who you really think you're not. And if you're afraid that someone will say that you're a "sissy girl" then let them say it. It will not ruin your life by those silly things. Be yourself and continue the good things that you're doing. That's what I mean of being a true MAN.
P.S.
I'm a real gangster before but when I remeber the things that I did, I feel very embarassed of myself.
Rock on, man and enjoy life. 😎🤙

Yo. What a great motivational comment. You rocking my world dude. You know what made me shocked the most? - You're a gangster. Haha! A gangster means a Street Junkie for me. Are you?

Kidding! Indeed you are absolutely definitely correct.

I like the post that you wrote and I felt the same way before so, here's me. Haha!

Yes, I was a "gangster" before Lol!

  ·  6 years ago (edited)

I like your attitude.
I will always choose a humble person.
Pero yan din yung nakakatakot minsan. Kasi once someone pushed you to your limit, hindi mo na lang talaga namamalayan na napapaaway ka na. Parang defense mechanism kasi yun. Mas accepted yun kesa ikaw mismo yung naghahanap ng away. Theres nothing wrong with that. Its normal. You dont have to practice your actions. You dont have to ask kung anong dapat mong gawin. Kasi once you’re there, your actions will just come from within.

I never got into a fight.
But Im always on a debate specially kapag gusto kong ipagtanggol yung paniniwala ko. Pero most of the time tamad ako magsalita kaya hinahayaan ko nalang. Tulog na lang ako. Hehe

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Fighting is not the best way to resolve conflict or to claim your right ,and that don't make you a coward .people like me believe in huristic way of problem solve .

And that you don't fight means that you have ways that you use to claim things that belong to you .keep to your style everyone is at his own lane .

Stay blessed .