Creation junkyard #1 - Left my job, opened 2nd chakra

This post is a creation junkyard. Don't expect high quality there.

I got a job a month ago. I left it three days ago.

I was on minimum wage, doing a soulless job consisting in throwing away food, wasting plastic, having a hard time connecting with people and loosing control over my diabetes.. I was a good employee, but the other day, I just imploded and escaped from this nightmare without any notice.

I opened my 2nd chakra

It started when I took a day off and meditated on my second chakra : the sacral chakra. (This is a center of emotions, desires, creation, spontaneity pleasures and also intimacy and relationships for those who wonder, and it's located below the navel.)

Obviously, my sacral chakra has been closed as an oyster for years, and the outcome of opening it again was unexpected.

I realized how disconnected I became through the years, not having developed the ability to enjoy the pleasures of life without feeling guilt or without plunging myself into excess.

My inner punk woke up again. And he wants to create, not destroy.

And that means he wants freedom and time to create something that reflects his emotions.

So I began using my phone in a way I wouldn't have expected two days ago, using my fidgety fingers to picture some of my blurry thoughts.

I feel like a child again.