First South Korea and last week Bullshit, and now China wants to jump into my nice luke warm nightmare. I was just recovering. Whats next? I have decided I no longer care. I have completely lost focus on basically EVERYTHING. I don't sleep because people on the other side of the planet are trading when I sleep. I am not the only one going through this either. My best friend was telling me the other night that her oldest daughter is counting the days until she is old enough to move out. My friend was really upset about it. You see, her husband is getting deep in the crypto game too.
She says living with him lately is a volatile as Bitcoin. When he makes a good trade everybody can breathe, but when the market drops or he turns his head from the computer for a moment and looks back and misses a good trade, or worse... loses money.... everybody is miserable.
I got to thinking about this and had to take inventory on myself and who I have become lately. I realized that I am displaying the behavior of someone who is in a toxic relationship. Every conversation I have with everybody is my platform to talk about crypto. I can't think about anything else. I view myself as a direct reflection of the coins I have traded. If I have a good day, made a few good moves... I feel so smart. I feel crafty, and a step ahead of the game. If I make a bad move, or something stupid like china banning Chinese people to exchange crypto (eventho I am trading in China right here in Texas) and I can't look in the mirror with out feeling dumb. I have never been a gambler, but I think I have developed a nasty dependency on the crypto life.
I needed a Crypto-vention.
So that's it for me. I am going to wait until everything goes back up... exchange everything I have invested in and letting all ride on NEO. I am walking away, and as sad as I feel about it...gotta do the right thing. You know I find myself wondering how and if people who have made millions off of crypto are ever able to walk away and enjoy the money? How much is enough?
What do you think? Let me know. Are they jet setting and doin the damm thing? Or are they still stuck to 10 different devices still watching...waiting...for that next big hit?
Oh and one last question.. I have read alot of white papers...Researched alot of coins. But which crypto is using the mind control Blockchain Technology? Is that CRCK Coin? or JNKY Coin? HARP Coin? lol...Just playin!
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