Dear @Dayleeo // 29th May 2k18 // trying to approach the day a little better today.

Well yesterday was a sensitive day wasn’t it now.

Not sure why but yesterday was pretty rough mentally, I’m not sure if it was all the energy shifting from departure energy or the build up of three days worth of event energy and then it withdrawing, either way, I’m thankful that in the next few days it will be back to some kind of normality and I have extra days at the weekend to really tune in.

Just finished the pots, it’s now 10am. That came around pretty quickly, it’s kinda muggy here this morning, misty but humid, sticky almost — I wanna be in and out quick with video this morning, the idea of sitting here with the lights on and the door not cranked fill me with dread.

Whew, just recorded the @dtube video for the first time in like four days, I wanted to spend a bit of time with my thoughts on that one a little because I think it came at the end of a busy week and it was a lot of energy expended and I’m glad I did it but I’m ready to focus up again now for the next few months - determined I guess the mental message is.

i know you have an early one this morning and I hope it goes well, I know you love to be around the doggo and the cats so hopefully it will restore your energies with our fur friends — it’s also nice to make a little bit of scratch money to keep the breakfast, dinner and lunches coming in right? :)

Speaking of which once I’ve got the top 10, dtube video and this post up I’m just straight up walking to the shop — that’s right, up and out, heading towards that meal deal life and then back to crush the afternoon, I wanna get my posts started ahead of time and start mocking up the obs graphics, I kinda fell flat on that last week and it was frustrating.

Feels like an odd start to the week being tuesday and all, I’m kinda glad that I’m getting those extra days at the weekend now because I’ll probably only get settled and adjusted by the end of the week maybe thursday or friday time and then I’ll have a straight run from saturday to friday — I think my week will have to start differently in the week coming up — I’m glad that may is coming to an end it was quite intense and overwhelming in many regard.

You just hit me up on discord as I was writing this — right at this point — now realising I’ve probably spent too long on this post and should probably close it up and get giphy action on the go! :)

I’ll speak to you shortly.
Lots of love and hugs and stuff,

Da Mouser,
T E A M H U M B L E