Afraid to be afraid

From fear and other demons.

Afraid to start again, from scratch, with no one next to you, afraid to leave behind things, songs and people, fear of forgetting, or worse fear of remembering for a lifetime. Fear of failing, fear of losing, fear of being forgotten, fear of conforming or never conforming.

Afraid to be afraid

Fear of not being enough, fear of living with rancor, fear of forgetting grudges, fear of not facing you, fear of doing it. Fear of living inside of me, fear of being known, fear of not liking, fear of losing (te).

Fear of darkness and full light. Fear of being weak, fear of not being so. Fear of falling, no longer doing it.

Fear of emptiness, fear of myself, fear of stopping listening to me, fear of stopping talking to me, fear of leaving me aside, fears, of those that are deep and do not leave so fast, fears, that come to stay for some season , fears, that are present every day, fears, those that we postpone as if it were an alarm, and that actually await us around the corner, that take away our sleep, hunger and desire, fears that fools that seem to pull us down and does not let us get up, that makes us cry and scream in frustration, but beyond the pain they provoke makes us realize that we are human, that being afraid is something we all have, if Well, it's not the same, we all have fears, which paralyze us, and leave us speechless,but we hope that at some point they decide to make the suitcases and leave for a while, and when they finally do, give us a time to recover strength, breathe and walk, until we reach the next corner, fears that more than fears They are demons.