Depressing Tales of an Uninteresting Life

in depression •  5 years ago 

Hate

I feel hate, towards the world, me, and the depression that is killing me right now.

I feel the urge to kill myself every moment of my life, and the thought is getting stronger, but i have something that i need to get rid of first to manage to kill myself.

My survival instinct, it is deep in my DNA, so i can't get get rid of it now, but i'm sure i can manage to get rid of it.

Then, i will be able to kill myself, and THAT is what I truly want.

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      ·  5 years ago 

    Big chance if you get rid of your survival instinct your life changes.

    If you want to kill yourself you do it and survival instinct is no longer an issue.
    Do you have a reason to be depressed?
    Are you active, someone kicking your ass and you have to do hard labour work daily no matter how tired or shit you feel?

    Or do you have the luxury to do nothing because you feel so depressed and you have at least 1001 reasons to be?

    Or is it in your dna and it attacks you by surprise at moments you feel happy?

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