I was set to the presumably last batch of patients that will get treated for today as I will God-willing be hooked-up again to the life-saving dialysis machine that had lead me captive for more than 19 years now.
My considerate nurses had put me in an odd schedule which is why this session of mine is too far from the last time and when I finish it will be nearer for the next one. So it is just a peeve for me that I have this kind of disproportionate in-between times of treatment sessions.
The only way around it is for me to get a more frequent dialysis sessions but it is just too time-consuming and an expensive affair for me to do. At this moment I still do not want to go for about three times per week sessions. If I will be financially free then I will consider it but for now I just have to wait.
I am glad that at least I am not very breathless because I am scrimping on my food and fluid consumption. I cannot gain some weight anyway so I am just eating almost once a day plus the appetiteloss that I am enduring just prevents me from having to enjoy my food not to mention that I really do not like the cooking of my mother because all the foods that she prepares doesn't taste right for me.
But anyway I pray that I could be able to finish my dialysis for today because I needed to complete the time allocated since I am only get to be dialyzed twice per week. Also I wanted the extra fluids to get drawn out completely from my body so that my heart would not get overloaded and cause another major organ problem for me, I do not anymore of that to happen.