I thought that I will be having my treatment session for tomorrow but upon my inquiry I learned that my session would be Wednesday instead of my regular day of Tuesday and Friday.
Now I am just super-controlling my fluid intake so that I would not be so congested upon arrival to my dialysis. It is just not good to be full of extra water because it affects my well-being and it is uncomfortable and unpleasant considering that I have to deal with toxins in my body as well.
If you are congested with water it gives you some trouble in breathing and it also affects your sleep at the same time. That is why I am just drinking if I am thirsty or after eating and not because I just want to because it is not worth it to get congested.
I am still thankful that I can go for a twice a week dialysis session compared into what I was going through from my first years being a dialysis patient where I am only able to get dialyzed once every five day or even that unendurable weekly sessions and yet I survived those too.
So having to endure another day of not getting my session is now a normal occurrence for me simply because I am just used to hardships already.
I was wondering if I would get a Kidney transplant (and I do not take it off from the realms of possibilities) especially if I know that I can sustain my medical expenses and if it is still feasible for my case and if that happens I could not even fathom what feelings I would experience.
Surely it would be a euphoria that I short of having to be in heaven. It is because I had been sick and experiencing all the bad things more than half of my stay here on earth. That is why if God wills it and I have the funds finally I will use my resources to get a Kidney transplant.