My distanced lovely moon

-Let's start back at July playing on this live streaming app named BIGO LIVE. I'm 18,having fun time streaming and trying to attract all the girls I can on this app. I would wake up and dress up just to look good on this app for all the girls. As time goes by, I gained a decent amount of fans and fame on the app, pretty much everyone on BIGO LIVE knows who I am. I do all kinds of things such as rapping, entertaining with jokes, impersonate, and etc. One morning, suddenly I had 600 people watching me and one of them is the girl I love the most. The higher level you are, you will be in front of all the other audiences. So, I noticed the picture of one of the viewer that I added on Facebook and was a fan of her. I couldn't believe she was watching me, so I asked her "Are you Moon," she replied, "Yah!"
-After that morning, we started texting each other on Facebook and getting to know each other. Then one night, i asked her, "What are we?" and she's a girl so she can't just asked me out so she replied, "Friends? Maybe more than friends". That's when i know she likes me as well so I asked her out. She was popular on Facebook because of how pretty she is, and she is super good at singing. I doubted myself by asking myself "Do i deserve someone like her? I'm nobody", So I didn't take our relationship as serious, and I also cheated on her after few weeks started dating. I'm such an asshole right? but thanks to that, I value and love her much more than ever. She found out I was cheating on her at that time and took her a few days to forgive me. Even her friends were surprised that she forgave me, she had never forgave any of her EX after she found out something. How fortunate can I be to have a girl love me unconditionally, And I give up flirting around or being a "fuckboy"
-After that incidents, We talk almost everyday 24/7. Even when we work, we will leave the phone on call with each other. Month and month and month went by, it was our 6th month anniversary, so she and i decided to fly to Cambodia to meet up and also go for a vacation. She's Cambodian and I'm Vietnamese. So I went back to Vietnam to settle down, after 2 days of arriving Vietnam, I bought a ticket to Silhanoukville, which is a beautiful and amazing place in Cambodia. It took 15 hours for the bus to get to Silhanoukville from Saigon, to be honest I was afraid that someone was going to kidnap me in the middle of the trip or anything that can possibly harm me. But thinking back to seeing her for the first time, I managed to overcame the fears that I had. I got tricked by a guy that sold me a SIM card with no money in it, so i couldn't call her because it was delayed due to the accidents. So i panicked and want to give her a call saying i might be late but i couldn't. But she was waiting at the bus stop for few hours until she saw me, once i stepped down from the bus. She ran to me and hugged me tightly, that was the best hug of my life. I was afraid that it might be awkward between us since it was the first time meeting in person. But nothing matters when the feeling was just right, we went to a lot of places to take picture, the best memories of my life. She decided to introduce me to her parents, and that was the first time she introduce a guy to her parents and family. Unfortunately, i knew i'm not the type of guy that her family will even look into. I have tattoos and i have piercings, in case if you did not know ; having those in Asian culture is real bad, they treat you differently. We planned to go to Thailand together and etc, but everything has ruined because her family can't accept who i am.

-So i bought a ticket going back to Saigon, few days after we broke up and I was speechless. She was always a good girl in her family, and having her to choose between me and her family is such a difficult choice. So let's just be done here before our feelings get way too much. I have a tattoos of a moon behind my ear and a rocket flying to it. Just to remind me "One day, I'll be there". And i'll always be here for her no matter what
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