Thanks for being so honest with me, you have good self awareness. Yeah I noticed that one time when you wrote to me. I'm a guy that usually avoid a heated discussion most of the time since I don't like conflict lol I go to the corner until it calms down hahaha. Since I feel emotions so deeply that is mainly why I try to avoid a heated discussion. Even though I have sometimes.
I have a thing where I like to live on the edge so to say by doing risky things. See what I can get away with. That is what I feel fuels my creativity and sharpness the most. It makes me feel very alive and awake. But it's risky since it many times can make me end up in dumb situations I could have avoided. But I love the excitement.
I don't think I have the maturity to be rational in business, I'm very childish in that area. Like I want my world to matter more and can ignore what's right in front of me. I can also see that when your competitive side comes out your text is extremely focused and well made. For example that post you did with the different time zones of Scorum Blockchain and Telegram. The creativity you used was genius and engaging.
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Yeah YouTube was nice sort of.
But you can reach this level of popularity where you see how it just works as a distraction so you start to distance yourself from it. Since I wanna be more real and authentic. Not just be a product that get's consumed. This sounds of course super cliche since literally every person that get fame in something tells about it.
And of course you can't tell anyone about it because who would be able to relate? Unless you have super popular friends or someone who has made it of course. Because you sound like you think you are special if you talk about how much fame can suck. Since the average person only see $.
You become this "thing" where everything you do can get analysed. Only thing you can do is create distance. You start to question who you are. And more distance is being created. It's been taking me years to figure this "thing" out. When all is new and fresh it's cool. But as the years go on. Well people can't relate. They don't know what you are.
The yes men... the fake... the copycats... people starting to talk like you... some gossip... Just all of this takes a couple of years to fully process. I get questions literally everyday asking why I'm popular. They are suspicious about me.
You also get tired of talking about yourself lol. You wanna feel like a normal person again lol. But you need to sort of develop 2 split personalities 1 the external side and then the real side. And then people get more suspicious on that lol... And you get more fame from it... No matter what you do fame always goes up lol....
You see how certain things are connected and it's as if you are on this ride you have no clue where it will take you.
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Okay this is unreal lol
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It's interesting to see people's personalities. I like to see if a person can apologise and look at the facts. When you put real stuff out there you start to see if there is a "dark side" in a human. It expose people. Doesn't matter if they react or not react. It's still expose. Since non reaction reveals a lot about a human. That they may try to just ignore you. It's a test to see what a human are in different situations.
I have called out DTube when I felt they where making the system like communism. I have done the same about Steemhunt and had a great chat with a moderator which now I highly respect. I have disapproved of stuff they have done and voiced my opinion and still got support after. I also once voiced my opinion about dlive 100% upvote a female which was 20x the usual amount. Seemed a bit unfair. And I got an upvote a few days later on a new video. I just put my words out there and then people's personalities comes out.
Who is mature and who is not mature. Who is trying to grow and who lives in some closed off denial world. It does speed up the process of who likes you and who really doesn't. Instead of having this slow drag of people. Realness makes many uncomfortable. Many watch you silently on the side but doesn't wanna fully get involved. But in a way when you go through a lot so to say you develop something more many times if you can come to some understanding.
It may look a bit rough and hard on the surface. But what is the alternative? Nobody ever say something? No realness ever be created? I'm pretty passionate about this area.
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I saw this today.
https://dwebs.io/
https://dbrowser.io/download/
So it seems like projects are starting to popup about a decentralized internet
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Thanks for your input I highly appreciate you taking some time for it!
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"but it's not great" I enjoy hearing someone with higher standards it makes me think bigger.
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Yeah I think it will go fast also when it happens. Since all information get's shared so fast now in the Internet Era. Don't think Facebook will sit around and watch themselves be eaten. Same as these other billion dollar companies. Will be interesting to see what their moves will be.
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