#LOVE... I don't know How.. I don't know Why?..

I don't know how, I don't know why?
I feel so empty and wants to cry...!
You're my best friend, I'm lucky to have you,
I felt so hard and stronger if I'm with you.

Years go by, felt different and much missing you,
I don't know how, I don't know why?
Even if I'm dreaming there still an empty place for you!
How could you! What have you done?!

You have promised me to be the very Best Friend.. :(
I don't know how,.. I don't know why?..
Why is there deep aching, instead of celebrating?.!
I just found my self sleeping underneath my heart aching...!

I can't imagine of losing you my Best Friend!
There are times, I felt that I am your girl-Friend...
I don't know how, I don't know why?
But it is a foolish mistake! that's the truth my Friend.. :(

I had the choice to give up, but I never did..!
I don't know how, I don't know why!
Am I to foolish not to tell you what I did?..
(deep sigh)...I'm wondering, Is this LOVE ??!...Yes! indeed!..

My eyes are rolling with shimmering and glowing..
My heart is doing the hardest and,--and fastest beating...!
God ! My body are melting..!!
Why?! help!! you're smile drives me like I'm dying..!!

I don't know how, I don't know why?..
All of that fucking feeling!,, burst me with moment of sudden..!
Why am I seeing familiar face of burden..! :(
Is that you?? with,--- with,--- your ..Ex-Girl-Friend?!

I just realized you texted me earlier...
" bEstie, meet me at the Seoul, I'm bringing flowers.."
I don't know what I feel,. I felt a thousands stubs..!
My heart is shouting for them to stop stubbing..
That flower's?---- are even not for me..!

They are so much happier talking.... :(
I don't know how, I don't know why!
I wish to die at exactly where I stood...!

Wiping up my tears when you look at me..
it is the best way to do, and walked away..!
I know.. while walking.. you are running next to me...

Josh: "Hey!.. hey..! Where are you going?.. hey..? what happened?"

Lynn: "(deep sigh)... I need to go... I was in deep--pain.. I'm sick.. I want to take a rest now .. I'm dying (low
voice..subbing)

Josh: "Hey.. hey... ( holding my hands ) hey..? are you okay?.. (worried)

Lynn: "Yes.. please.. let me go now.."

Josh: " Oh..-- okay.. do you want me go with you?.." (still worried)

Lynn: "No..! please! stop..! (crying)

Josh: "O-- okay..okay.. please be good okay?

Lynn: "Hm". (Nodding--walking away)

Josh: Hey..! Call me....! (shouting)

Lynn: (waiving with tears..)

I don't know how, I don't know why!
Is this how meant to be?!!.. Is this LOVE?!
Sacrificing everything ? Gaining nothing?!!..
I want to disappear with no regrets..

Hoping that someday, you wouldn't missed.
When is the best time, to know what I felt?..
I don't want to be like this!.. I'm drowning my self with tears... :(
I want to take a deep rest... my body and soul has been shuttered....

Lynn: .......... (sleeping tight with tears..) (cellphone ringing...--- from Josh)
8 missed calls...
16 New Messages
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To be continued to Part 2 .........................

Thank you for reading..!! Hope you enjoy it..!! I'll have the update til on Monday.. Thank you for supporting..!

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Love is not what other feel about you, it what feeling you share with others... GOD BLESS everyone.!!

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