Tina's been in my dreams again lately

Jesus. It's 4:44 am. I just had a really vivid dream/nightmare about Tina. We were in her apartment which had just been broken into. She was trying to contact her ex - a guy named David - while I got a big kitchen knife and wrapped it in fabric to prevent slipping in my hand. She told me not to worry. We sat down on a curb in an outside room and she sat behind me, half-holding me. I loved her so much and got so turned on that I really wanted to fuck her right there in the street, onlookers be damned - she smelled so good, felt so soft, and her voice was so sexy. On my phone, browsing an airport website, passengers all had intro videos. Tina's was of her wearing short shorts and white knee-high socks, walking down some steps, kissing random people, all of whom were dressed the same or similarly. She fell into a pile of people. One grabbed her breasts and I was concerned the whole thing was going to turn into gangbang porn. I was so jealous and for a moment thought about how I would feel to be cheated-on and, by extension, marveled at her forgiveness of me for the very same crime. She caught me watching the video and told me to turn it off and go in the next room so she could have a private conversation over the phone. I walked into the living room and heard her calling my name in a loud whisper. I came running back out to discover two more dudes had broken in. I kicked the closer one in the throat as I woke up.