Dreams? Goals? Hopes?
Words that we always think of. Who am I after 5 years? What am I doing after 10 years? Where am I after 15 years?
Did you already know the answers to your questions? Because me, I still don't know!
People will say "just go with the flow" or "life is too short, just enjoy life". But we never say "what is the purpose of our life" or "for what we are living".
When I was a kid, I want to be an Engineer, but when I reached college and I enrolled myself in the College of Engineering majoring in Civil Engineering. When my family knew that I enrolled in the College of Engineering, they went to my school and withdrew the tuition fees I paid and they enrolled me in the College of Business and Accountancy which I never wanted to be part of. I have no choice, they are the ones who sent me to school so I have to do whatever they wanted.
During my college years, I have plenty of friends, good influence and bad influence friends. Well, that's the balance started ---- good on the other side and bad on the opposite side. I'm not that studious type of person, I like roaming around, partying, and hanging out with friends, and never experience being a single lady. But since I grew up in a province, people would expect that I am more conservative and be a role model. But that wasn't me at all, I am more likely the angel with a demonic attitude LOL!
Since I took a Bachelor's Degree in Business, my course lasted for 4 years but since I am that smartish badass lady, I finished it only for 3 years. Well, no one expected me to do a such thing since like I have said, I am more likely an angel with a demonic attitude who loves Friday nights and being with my boyfriend. Well let me clear things out, I am not a bitch who loves hooking out with guys. I am a one-man woman but if my ex broke up with me, I can easily move on and jumped into another relationship. And sometimes, I dated guys but I don't like them to be part of my life, I just ghost them without any closure.
But going back to my dreams after I graduated college since I never got a course that I wanted in my college, I ended up working in an office, and to be honest, I'm not happy! But I told myself, I should need to work here and after 2 years, I will continue working for my dreams.
And it happened.....
(To be continued....)
