From time to time, I tear up my dreams, I go out like another person. Cities pass through the folds of my neck, sometimes a slum, sometimes jet set entertainment. My neck is broken in poor dreams, the corners of my lips are torn in socialite smiles. A part of me is black, I mourn in the eyes of a slum orphan, I swallow white in the words of a high society society.
Great contradictory vows are born in my fingerprint. Every morning my breath smells of copper, my lips are tinned if a loving breath touches it.
Living: like pouring sour pomegranate seeds into our palms with our fingers and chewing them with flavor on our teeth.
Living: like the joys in the holiday allowance left in the palms of an orphan child.
Living: it's like giving up the religious suicide cut on the wrists of an unrequited love.
Sometimes I tear up my dreams. I become a fruit worm in the most intimate part of a green apple. The harmony of life enters me deep inside my lungs. The smell of sour in the middle of my nose is the middle of the apple. As soon as I force my calmest voice, I think I will drown in the words of my voice.
The sun rises on my forehead, oh how nice it is to warm every body, every living thing, every inanimate, every good, every bad even. Something has to change somewhere ahhh. If I can change..
Sometimes I make it rain in my dreams. I don't have an umbrella, an old bowler hat on my head. I stay wet down to the thinnest part of my skin. The rarest dreams come to me, it doesn't hurt, I stay wet. Sparrows stay dry on the sidewalks, I get wet when my dreams are torn without standing up.
A blue car passes in front of me and I stare. Its color is blue, its wheels are blue, the smoke from its exhaust is blue. I catch my eye inside the car, the steering wheel is blue, the seats are blue. I catch my eye on the driver; a woman with blue eyes, a blue shawl around her neck, her dress is blue, her gloves are blue, her hair, her eyebrows are blue. He has a big smile on his face..
From time to time, I send my dreams on a journey.
In a blue car; I travel to blue dreams with a blue-eyed woman with my bowler hat.
Blue dreams.