Grab the moment and make it perfect!

I read that it is fashionable to write playful witty letters to Santa Claus. And they are nice, but a little sad, with self-irony, that we are unlucky in the effort to survive ... Now I think that by denying to dream, we broadly invite the unsuccessful in ourselves. And in our thoughts. And they materialize. I found! I found what it is! We never find the perfect moment. That's why I grabbed the moment today and made it perfect! For my self. When, if I do not need to feel the hot sun and its rays now? In July everyone can. Where, if not somewhere exotic east. Are there any place like this? Here is one. I'm there. I am in it. In my movie. Not in someone else's movie. It is not a Christmas gift. An attempt to show myself that I want and can create my own reality. It gives me the feeling of freedom. And the life is so short to go gray, monotonous and non-free !!