I need smith
I need wess
At the hip
Just to feel
Kind of safe
In this world
Cause this bitch
Gone to shit X2

I need smith
I need wess
I need pills
I need sex
Just to numb
All the pain
That i feel
In this bitch
Its survival
Of the fit
Got to get
What you can
If i find
Who got my brother
Its your brain
On them steps

I need smith
I need wess
For this life
I commit
Its survival
Of the fit
Got to get
What you can
For this life
I commit
For this life
I commit
For this life
I commit
For this life
I commit

I need smith
I need wess
I need pills
I need sex
Just to numb
All the pain

I need smith
I need wess
At the hip
Just to feel
Kind of safe
In this world
Cause this bitch
Gone to shit X2

Notes

I went to the microphone with so much emotion that i started crying on the first take. These were emotions that revolve around my brother Jose, who died a few months ago in a shooting. This song was pure therapy for me to make as i let myself go on the beat, free falling to the dark depths of the distorted 808. I freestyled the whole song and kept going and going after the beat stopped it just kept coming out of me - i guess some things are better left unheard.

Music production on this one was a collaboration between @laritheghost and I - we were trying to make 10 beats in a night but i think we only made 3 because it was 2AM and we were falling asleep at the drum machine.
Thanks for listening to my music! I love each and every person that is reading this post.

Written, Produced, Recorded, Mixed by @bigbagbenji & @laritheghost
Art by @bigbagbenji

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