Imaginary — SteemCN

Imaginary is a song off my last album Desolate Human about reflecting on the years when I was younger. More specifically, conversations with my grandparents. They've been gone for a while now, but I often find their words resonating with me. Life, to me, sometimes just seems too ordinary and I hope for something else.

Lyrics:
Sometimes I sit through life and it's just to ordinary
I wish it was imaginary
I thought I could see the inner beauty in me
But I'll always be ugly to me
It's just the way that I think
I can't help its who I'm
Known to be
So damn weak and lonely
And Lonely
And Lonely
And Lonely

I'll never forget what you said, we were men
Lying in the shade with the wind
We can only go as far as we can, yeah
You said son you need to give it your best
When your only move is letting her win
You'll lose what you just can't get
You said that hope was the strongest of gifts
For humans don't know to forgive
Too few of them live with regret
Don't pretend to let them choose how you live
You don't mend what you just can't fix
You cant bend what will not give

Sometimes I sit through life and it's just to ordinary
I wish it was imaginary
I thought I could see the inner beauty in me
But I'll always be ugly to me
It's just the way that I think
I can't help its who I'm
Known to be
So damn weak and lonely
And Lonely
And Lonely
And Lonely

So why did it make me, so damn crazy
I'm a sucker for the out of ordinary
I'm hanging my pride with this shame in my eyes
I've lost my dignity
I don't know who I am
Or if i'll begin
Or if I will end
Because one things for sure
You love me for worse
I know thats absurd
This life is bittersweet
It's bittersweet
Maybe one day we will end up again
Talking like we're just two men
Stopping only just for a sec
Yeah
We'll appreciate the days events
We'll appreciate the way as it sets
We'll appreciate the way that it rests

I'll never forget what you said, we we're men.
Lying in the shade with the wind
We can only go as far as we can.

Track Produced by Sinima Beats

Desolate Human is an alternative Rap/Hip Hop album focusing on concepts relating to addiction, loss, and life experiences. It's also available on traditional markets:

Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/0BxL7OwxUCkipoOG5KwGWt?si=VW-NslVrQG62vefjUPiKTA
iTunes: itunes.apple.com/us/album/desolate-human/1338273066?app=itunes&ign-mpt=uo%3D4
Google Play: play.google.com/store/music/album/Exalted_1ne_Desolate_Human?id=Bpi4ib6gdymytir5dpse3afoh2q
Amazon: amazon.com/Desolate-Human-Explicit-Exalted-1ne/dp/B079628D8X

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