Prod. by EC3
Lyrics:
(me talking to myself)
" I'm just losing it, idk. Maybe I am losing it, I don't know, I feel crazy...But am I?"
(Chorus)
I stay up at night
Thinking about all the shit I did that wasn’t right
Struggle with my demons, don’t know who gon win the fight
Sometimes when it’s bad all I wanna see is the light
I don’t wanna hear it, I’m tired of all the lies
Everything falls apart no matter how hard I try
Smile everywhere I go, but inside I wanna cry
My heart doesn’t have love anymore, it’s fucking dry
After it’s been broken like a hundred thousand times
(Verse 1)
That’s why I don’t trust nobody
You mess with the family Imma catch a body
I ain’t even violent go and ask somebody
I just kill your favorite rapper as a hobby <---- Lyrically (RIP X)
Don’t even rap for the whip
I only rap for the money
So I can buy dad a crib
Ransom as fuck like I’m Jonny
Don’t even ride with a stick
The AK at home if you run in
And if you are wanting a brick
My phone the one that you callin
(oooooooooooooooooh)
(Chorus)
I stay up at night
Thinking about all the shit I did that wasn’t right
Struggle with my demons, don’t know who gon win the fight
Sometimes when it’s bad all I wanna see is the light
I don’t wanna hear it, I’m tired of all the lies
Everything falls apart no matter how hard I try
Smile everywhere I go, but inside I wanna cry
My heart doesn’t have love anymore, it’s fucking dry
After it’s been broken like a hundred thousand times
(Verse 2)
Everyone said that I wouldn’t make it
Now that I will they gon think I faked it
When all my shit got a million views
They gonna think that I fucking paid it
All of my verses gon shit on you
you over here feeling constipated
Imma go ahead and take your boo
she say she like when I get her naked
Fightin myself in my head
Harder and harder to get out of bed
Look at the floor and it’s red
Thinking I’m dead, if I’m not put clip to my head
My way of thinking is disgusting
Kinda like fucking yo cousin
And if you don’t like what I’m saying
We’ll find you a dumpster to rot in, ayee
(Chorus)
I stay up at night
Thinking about all the shit I did that wasn’t right
Struggle with my demons, don’t know who gon win the fight
Sometimes when it’s bad all I wanna see is the light
I don’t wanna hear it, I’m tired of all the lies
Everything falls apart no matter how hard I try
Smile everywhere I go but inside I wanna cry
My heart doesn’t have love anymore, it’s fucking dry
After it’s been broken like a hundred thousand times
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