Reflections - Emotional Music

in dsound •  7 years ago  (edited)


Hey DSound and Steemit friends 😃. I was planning to make another soundscape this morning, and I sort of did, but I wasn't happy enough with it for some reason.

I'll tell you how it was that I recorded something completely different than I planned...

I sat in my studio this morning and started to make a soundscape, and after around 90 minutes I came up with "something", but I thought that maybe not today...

I wasn't gonna bother anymore with it and I left the studio and went for a small break. I grabbed some food, made myself a cup of tea, sat in the dining room and I put the youtube on on my mobile.
And because I have a subscription to the channels that very likely most people would classify as wired, (I am clinical psychotherapist by profession and I worked over 13 years in psychiatric hospitals, so the boundaries of normality are very "stretched" for me, and something that most people would perceive as "not normal" or "disturbing" I usually consider as "OK" lol), but some really touching, brand new video popped out straight in my face and, of course, I had to watch it.

It wasn't something that I wasn't aware of, but It was very intense and so bloody straight to the point that it was kind of making me uncomfortable.
I didn't want to watch it after few minutes but I kept on watching anyway, and afterward, I was really truly touched by this.

I'm not sure if I want to disclose full details of it today, as it was depressing and I don't like to bring bad news, But this track is my emotional expression of it.

I suppose that apart from making the music I should also start to write some blogs or record videos of this what is on my mind. I've been subconsciously delaying it for some reason, but I think that time has come...

Peace✌️ and Much Love😍

Marcin @ronimm



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Emotional indeed! Awesome. It is so good to walk away. Ableton crashed on me and I lost my work this morning. Walked away, started again and came up with my song for tomorrow.