Have you ever had an argument..... with yourself? I constantly have to remind myself why I'm here. And I'm quick to get defensive as well. This is not the only song featuring me fighting with me.
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So while dealing with medical issues and being 99% bed ridden since October with massive multiple Lupus Nephritis flare ups causing not just my kidneys to get inflamed and infected I suddenly in front of a friend/temp roommate had an argument with myself about being schizophrenic since I talk to myself out loud all the time. It literally was " maybe your just schizophrenic. " " No , no you are not schizophrenic you just are hyperactive and very talkative and talk out loud when there is nobody else to talk to vs talking in my head . " No its schizophrenia. You ARE schizophrenic ." "No there is no way I am schizophrenic." "No you are arguing with yourself about being schizophrenic , you ARE indeed schizophrenic " and its because the Lupus is effecting my brain and mental/emotional stability.
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yeahh!! Love the track
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much love! thanks homie.
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Appreciate it boss yall keep doing what yall do
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So while dealing with medical issues and being 99% bed ridden since October with massive multiple Lupus Nephritis flare ups causing not just my kidneys to get inflamed and infected I suddenly in front of a friend/temp roommate had an argument with myself about being schizophrenic since I talk to myself out loud all the time. It literally was " maybe your just schizophrenic. " " No , no you are not schizophrenic you just are hyperactive and very talkative and talk out loud when there is nobody else to talk to vs talking in my head . " No its schizophrenia. You ARE schizophrenic ." "No there is no way I am schizophrenic." "No you are arguing with yourself about being schizophrenic , you ARE indeed schizophrenic " and its because the Lupus is effecting my brain and mental/emotional stability.
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wow dude. sorry to hear about your struggle! thanks so much for sharing. I've felt like that sometimes just maybe not as intense.
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I guess self-control is one of the hardest when internally many may just be fighting ourselves with different emotions as we listen to songs.
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that is a very insightful thought. thanks for listening an sharing yo! :)
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Nice lyrics
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Nice beats! lol
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