is this really the peak of our evolution as human beings? will we continue to learn nothing?

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My start of year momentum energy is slowly getting crushed by the weight of the world as the ground energy is consumed by racing fires across lands and murder and death around the world, it makes you wonder why keep going when you are trying to record video to teach people a skill that they might never use.

Have a great new year 2020, 3 days in and everything is back on a knife edge. I dislike being forced into having an opinion about everything in real time, how can anyone truly form a proper global dialog about the greed and unfair distribution of life in a condition like that — this is what decades of pseudo greed and growth look like.

. .. and yet the ‘everything is ok tweets’ keep coming.

maybe that’s the point, that we regress enough to hate each other and thus use any excuse not to look inward to give love outward. I have no wish to be evil or be tore about the love and compassion for living, I have no desire to follow any guide or scripture that tells me otherwise.

I just want to enjoy this short time on planet earth — i don’t want any power, I just want to continue to be present and work for what I received, I think most people want that on this planet of ours. To love and to feel love, to honour other cultures and their borders and history, to be educated in the why and why not, to debate in a safe way, not to assume and be disconnected like we are often today.

That’s not to say I don’t understand the pain of others, the fact that people are vilified for their religions, their views on the world, the pain and suffering - where does the living part happen if we are transfixed by the cascading reports and news hourly of inequality of existing here on this world?

We have hundreds of thousands of people wanting things to fail, fanning the flames to keep that fire burning for multiple reasons only they probably know, valid or not, mental instability or otherwise, decades of unrest, lack of resources, no future vision to speak off, people globally are scared, angry and feeling disconnected from the global dialog.

Greed has pushed us to the brink, with this constant race for power and this constant need for us to diminish what it means to be a human being here on planet earth. Each one of us needs to take stock of the apathy we have allowed to run rampant in our lives, if we only helped one person in our lifetime instead of assumption culture we might have evolved from this madness on our planet.

I’m trying to get back into course recording of parts today but the world is heavy today, I guess it’s heavy everyday and it takes me a while to take the run up to build up the momentum energy to engage with it on the daily but my heart is heavy for our species today.

We can be better, we have to be better, you do have a voice, and you are loved, fill your life with joy.

__humble x

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