I am

"time is slow at that period, one person can only love one for her entire life."
I love that kind of story, but I prefer another.
writing letters to friends, spending whole life loving one person, I can, but I won't do that.
I never see a real story end happily.
I always read the novel story when I feel tired. tearing with it, laughing with it, and feeling the deepest love and hate with it. but I never tell others I have that kind of feeling. I know it only happened in novel romantic stories. I can write it without thinking, only with some stupid logic, and all kind of sacrifices of one person or both of them.
I am stupid when I was facing myself, the feeling I cannot let out outbreaks at that moment I have to say. In reality, I have to be smart, I have to handle all kind of situation, I have to be friendly to most people and I know I can. That is me and that is the way that most people have to perform.

"I am crazy, I am stupid, I am the happiest loser, I am a magician, I am the one who can control the rain and storm, I am a fairy of myself, I am the whole world, I am the god, I am the devil from hell, and I am me."

east dragon (1)
I came from an east country, there is a long dragon. The dragon itself is very powerful and control the whole country.
When I am ten years old, my friend lost one day. she disappeared and no one knows what happened.
there was a magician came and told us, she was eaten by the devil.
"what is the devil?" I asked him.
"he is the man who does all kind of evil things and he is the opposite of justices and kind, the ruler-holy dragon may save her" he said.

"who is the holy dragon? I never met him."
"you will someday if you become a great person."