I'm allowing myself to feel sorry for myself and buy whatever I want but ONLY if I can get it from a local retailer. Right now I'm on a desperate hunt for eyebrow pencils to cover up the evidence of my alopecia and I think I have found a place to buy from but now I have to get some spending money together lol. In the mean time, I'm learning a lot about contentment.

Also, I agree wholeheartedly. Our food system is messed up.