Dont encourage Fear

Fear only tries to hide the real value of things! Many years ago, i had a crush that i couldnt speak to about my feelings. I loved her so much that whenever someone treats her bad, i feel the pain of it. A friend of my told me he wanted to talk to her and i was like 'Ok'. I watch him walk in and out of her life again and i became the one she tells her relationship fails and funs and she never ever knew that i had crush on her. I so much valued the idea of being her friend that i lost an opportunity of wanting to be more than a friend. Of recent we spoke on phone and she was talking about one of "our" friend that was once her boyfriend; i just laughed and whispered to myself-but if only she knew...
I allowed fear eat up the chance i had to tell someone how much i felt about her. But life indeed is funny