Heart journey after a year of broken love

At the beginning of last year, I fell in love.

After being together for more than 500 days, he just said that I don't love anymore and it ended everything. In the end, he had to ask me to bring it up before he was willing to admit it. After the first breakup and reorganization, everything changed. He never said he loved me or promised me. My friend said that after the reorganization, I cried a lot and I was very happy. Finally, when I broke up for the second time, the world that broke up.

After breaking up, I came into contact with a lot of complicated articles and the law of attraction. I have been thinking all day, as long as he can come back, I am willing to do anything. I tried to make myself better, just to attract him back again. It feels like sitting in the sky every day. Like a speeding car, I am at the bottom of the valley. I am very optimistic and believe he will come back. My friends can't stand it anymore, they persuade me, but I understand that if I don't want to come out, no one can listen. For me, this makes sense. I understand, but I just can't do it. Later, I found a temple in Tainan on the Internet. The old man from Tainan seems to be blessing the people who meet again. So I need spiritual support, so I went to this temple to seek help from the elderly.

I remember that when I went there for the first time, I was accompanied by a friend and saw this small temple in a remote alley, which broke my previous impression of being magnificent. Then I went in, because I didn't understand the way of worship in this temple, so I asked the temple staff. The staff also answered my questions kindly. Then after greeting politely, my husband Yue and I started a long conversation.

After introducing myself and talking about my situation with Mr. Yue, I started to ask questions. At that time, I actually worshipped with a broken heart. I put all my hopes on this, remember Yue. My husband gave me many positive answers. When I asked him if it was my fate and if I met again, my husband Yue also gave me three sacred objects, but only when I could actively find him, my husband said no, and later asked for a lottery. See After it was a very, very good lottery, I left with satisfaction.

But then the situation got worse. I started to have a purely physical relationship with my ex, but he just didn't want to reconcile with me. At that time, I had to hide when I met him because he was worried that it would be too bad to be seen by others. When I am feeling down and cannot be alone, because my friends have also advised me to persuade me to be tired, I dare not let them know the relationship between me and my ex. The only way to express this is to talk to my husband Yue, so I went to see you again. I went to my husband several times, and my husband also gave me a positive and encouraging answer. Only slowly, I started to laugh, and the interpretation of the sign became uncertain, so I started to waver. There are also worries and fears.

Until one time, my ex said something awkward to me, and I went to my husband Yue to take another photo. I cried and told my husband Yue about my recent pain. The situation has changed from here. The first time and the second time, when I asked him if this was my destiny, my husband gave me a lot of gloom and laughter. I hurriedly asked why he was not treating me badly, and then my husband gave me the Three Sages...Later, no matter how I asked or asked, my father-in-law said that he was not my life, nor was it my life. He is the right person for me.

Later, my ex and I broke off for a while, doing what I wanted to do to enrich my life, but my ex took the initiative to ask me to go to his house. At that time, I actually loved him very much and almost agreed. NS,
But because there is nothing to look for him, he has always maintained a good relationship and contact. As a result, my ex had a girlfriend a month later, and he blacked me when he told me bad things. My heart was hollowed out, my heart died. I went to see my husband again. This time, my husband still told me that he is not my righteous destiny. , Not suitable for me, I asked indifferently:
"So Grandpa Yue, you said he is not suitable for me, do you want to give me something better?" In the end, I got three holy objects, and then I smiled slightly and left. Later, I also joked with my friends. Hey, my husband Yue said he wants to make me better. do not worry about me. The scumbag let him self-destruct, ignore him, and then continue to work hard to enrich his life, make himself happy, and not worry those who love me.

In the end, I came out smoothly and did a lot of things that I could not do before or that my predecessor dared not do. Without the constraints of my ex, I became free enough to do all the things I wanted to do. No one will limit chatting with many friends. I went for an internship

In fact, I just want to say thank you to my husband Yue. When my negative energy is greater than everything, I have nowhere to vent. It gave me a window of support, was very considerate and listened to my complaints. For gods, I always respect everything with a more credible attitude, so I dare not let too many people know what I worship at the beginning, for fear that my friends will say that I am too superstitious or that I am too superstitious. It's too hard. In fact, every time I say goodbye, I always ask a question, that is, father-in-law, can you help me, but the answer is no way. Now think about the gentleness of the father-in-law, because the situation was really good at that time. It’s a pity that not getting a positive answer seems to ruin everything for me, but then it may also be because I really demanded too much, I hope I can come out, so I slowly tell me that he is not suitable for me, so I can slowly Accept this fact. Until the last time my husband told me to help me find a better one, in fact, I wanted to let go, because I also knew that I was worthy of being better, so I worked harder to make myself better. , Then he met me, now think about it, Grandpa Yue really fulfilled his promise! Today, I went to see Mr. Yue again, chatted with him about the current situation, and thanked him for the help and stability he has given me all the time. I hope I have a chance to send moon cakes to Mr. Yue in the future💓

Finally, the person I want to thank most is myself. If you only have the blessing of the gods and you are stagnant, none of this will happen, because you work hard to make yourself better, try many things that you didn’t dare to do before, live your life well, and broaden you everywhere. The most important thing is to enable oneself to enjoy one’s life. From getting used to being accompanied, to liking myself and slowly discovering that I love myself, I actually like to get along with myself, because when I am alone, I can listen to my inner voice carefully. I spent a year to experience and deeply understand these. I also believe that only by living alone can two people live in harmony.

"Someday, someone will come into your life and let you understand why you and other people have no results." I like this sentence very much. I want to give it to everyone who is in the breakup stage. Remember to take care of yourself and eat well. , Live a good life, go for a walk when you have time, look at different places, and meet different people. You can fall for a period of time, but remember, you can cry, but you must remember to wipe your tears away. The end of the relationship now does not deny your personality. The only antidote is really time. I didn’t dare to do what I wanted to do before, or even dare not to do it! Being single is the best and most free time. Let the future self be proud of the present self, and the people you will meet in the future become better. Go out and you will find that you have grown up. Very.

CS.Wang