THE END IS NEAR

Episode 1

The kind of feeling you have when it seems that you are aware of the fact that you have 1000 words left to say, the feeling you get when you are aware that you have 10 hours left to live. The feeling you get when the lady or the guy you’re crushing on (you desperately want and is not yet aware) catches you doing ‘something funny’ or in a ‘funny situation’ like stepping out of a public toilet you just messed it (the toilet) up and he or she is about stepping into that same toilet and you’re like you know, it’s not me that actually messed up the toilet I met it that way too, you can just find another one, you start explaining even without being asked any question like Father Lord!!! Just take me now. I just lost my sway, hype, dignity in front of this babe and I don’t think I can get it back.

The feeling you get when your lecturer says 10 minutes more, and you just remembered all you should have written after you’ve writing approximately nothing for the past 40 minutes in a one hour thirty minutes examination and you’ve managed to squeeze the whole thing down within 12 minutes, and the lecturer is like because you’ve used pass the requires time and not submitting in time your mark will be deducted by 10 and you see yourself having no chance if that mark was actually deducted (the feeling of turning to a ghost with a revolver or AK47 in your hands and imagining how you would have used it to make pattern on your lecturer, haaaa! This lecturer is a very wicked somebody).

The feeling you get when with all the cash in your hand you’ve managed to transport yourself to the ATM only for it to tell you that it is temporarily unable to dispense cash or server error (you’ll just be weak from inside you won’t know where the weakness is coming from), and the kind of look and harassments you’ll get as a guy when you start asking for funds from people and you’re trying to explain what has actually happened even when you are not giving listening ears not to now talk of when you’re a lady and every single person wants to take advantage of that, and you’re like…do these people have feelings at all?☹🤷 Looking at you with an eye of we know people like you (classic beggars) and you’re like I’m not understanding.

The feeling of the END IS NEAR! Don’t worry though you’re worried (kinda sound somehow isn’t it?), just calm yourself down because you’re definitely going to pull through, relax yourself, and take your time to cool off the pressure you’ve gotten yourself into, because you’re going to pull through. Trust me, end might be nearer faster than you could have imagined, but that is not necessarily the end, and even though fortunately or unfortunately the end is really near (maybe suffering from a cancer relapse after winning the battle the first time and you’re like this is or maybe something else, enjoy every last bit, nanosecond…. of the time left, bask in every good memories you’ve made lock out the bad ones because everyone has got an event that he or she won’t like to remember, be happy with whatever you’ve achieve no matter how little it may seem, encourage yourself, be happy for the time you’ve spent and make sure you enjoy your last moment with those that you love and those that really loves and know you, because they will always appreciate, remember and love you for who you really are. @xpency God bless you bro!