In light of reading the description for the EQAFE interview Wanting Others to be What You Don't Want to See - Quantum Systemization - Part 161 I did a quick check inside to see if there were any people in my own life I believed are wasting their potential.

Of course, my own family came up.

The description reads:

Have you ever gotten angry at or spiteful toward someone who seemed to be wasting away their talent, ability, and not contributing in the way that you see they could?

Why would we become nasty and judgmental toward them instead of being a point of support, and getting to know and understand who they are first?

Do we really understand the potential of another person if we are not able to really understand them, develop a relationship of support with them, and find a way to bring that potential forward without becoming annoyed, irritated, or even hateful toward them?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to become angry towards my mother for wasting her talent and ability.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to go into judgement towards my mother for my perception that she is wasting her talent and ability.

I forgive myself for not allowing myself to not realize that holding this judgement about my mother implies that I am reacting in a belief towards my mother.

The interesting thing about this self-discovery is that, if I expand my perspective outwards towards the subconscious and unconscious aspects of this Mind Construct I can see that there is no reason for my subconscious and unconscious participation within the belief that my mother is not reaching her potential.

On the other side, there is also no real reason why I even need to see or support her utmost potential.

I’m not saying that it’s not worth it to pursue a relationship with my parents, but the reality of the situation is there are only so many people with which I can have relationships in life. That I apparently “intrinsically” believe that I must dedicate those timeslots to immediate family is something that has imprinted on- but not necessarily chosen by- self. As such, it exists in my subconscious and unconscious participation but isn’t something I have introspected to see if it passes the best-for-me check.