No Help

I have no real family love
I have no ties to anything great
I have no belief in being cared for
I have no more tears to cry
I have only heartache and pain,
When I look, at my disastrous place
I have no family, that's really there.

My mother was a side chick.
And so I became the outsider pick.
My father wasn't a good man overall .
He made matters worse from me from
Inside the womb.
He treated her so badly, that the only break
from him, was to send me away from her sadly.

Things as never been the same, even though, my childish brain cannot recall
The good times, if they ever were.
It as been a lonely existence of a failing and
Miserable way.
The mistakes I made, cannot be corrected
Mingled with low self esteem and no self worth.

I never had family that showed me I matered, never showed me love, they never spoke to me with kindness or compassion, they never made me feel I was unique, to
them I was just there.
I have siblings but they aren't my family,I have lived and survived and my family as nothing to do with it, they are my distant relatives and that is my true reality.

                             THE END.