But then there are days where depression is back and everything is exhausting, even thoughts and it reminds me of times when I wished to be nonexistent, just to get rid of the bother.
But then, we're too comfortable these days, and way busy to remove all the bothers. So... when you remove the tiny stone in your shoe, you'll find yourself freezing, then you turn up the heater and it gets cozy and all of a sudden you see that you're alone and life doesn't make any sense.
Today I got rid of the tiny stone, maybe I put it back in tomorrow, just to make sure, I don't get closer to that border of sanity. 
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