Losing a Love ones is probably one of the painful feeling you will experience in Life, I was working overseas when I heard the terrifying news from my family in the Philippines that my 19 years old sister was hit by a car and was declared death on the spot from that moment my world seems to stop for a while then I saw flashbacks of all the good things we've share together as a sister and a bestfriend. We are so close that we know the smell of each other fart, We are partners n crime and in doing household chores, We share the same room that you don't have any choice but to listen to my endless and most of the time nonsense stories the reason why I consider you as my living diary that knows every details of my life.

Then I saw a flashback of little me and you, I made you cry by stealing your toys, I made you hungry by stealing your foods, there's a scars in your leg because I pushed you away but still you are coming back to me with a bright smile on your face to give me a bag of candies, a hugs and kisses then I realized that I failed to play my part as you big sister .

I should let you play with my toys, I should share the food with you, I should take care of you so that you will not have that scars on your leg and I should be the one to give you a hugs and kisses to make you feel that you are precious and loved. Then I asked myself why I didn't realized this before? Why now that you are gone and it is too late to show how much I care for you and to make you feel how much I love you. I know I'm not a showy person but I know deep down in my heart every milestone you achieved. I am at your back cheering for you and a one proud person.

Then suddenly everything comes back from reality I wipe my tears away as I remember a verse from the Bible "Isaiah 57:1 The righteous perisheth, and no man layeth it to heart;and merciful men are taken away, non considering that the righteous is taken away from the evil (to come)." Everything happens because God let it happened my sister death maybe his way to take her away from the coming peril. Death is inevitable that all of us will experience but Life here on earth is temporary, God promised us a more peaceful life in Heaven.

This Bible verse is my guide for being brave in this situation "Revelation 21: 7 Those who are victorious will inherit all this, and I will be their God and they will be my children". I will do my best to play my part as a worthless servant of God with a hope that we can be together in the eternal life in the Kingdom of God from there will be no sorrow but a joyful and peaceful life as a bible verse says "Revelation 21:4 He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.” .