Hate

in feeling •  7 years ago 

Lately I have felt a lot of hatred and resentment, I have felt selfish, arrogant, proud. I got to the point that I do not even want people to talk to me because I do not want to feel like I owe anything to anyone, every day I get up and feel how much people are bothering me even the people I love do not want them with me, I do not want to continue bothering or that my current behavior bothers them or affects them.
I reach that point where I do not want to worry about the happiness of others, or that they worry about mine, I want to be happy without anyone in the middle, fulfill my goals and feel great with myself, the reason is simple. I do not want the people who attack me to have to live with the people I love, nor to beat them, I want to be alone because it is my damn responsibility, to tell the truth the loneliness has never affected me and feeling sensitive does not solve anything7Sincerely, I hate that they worry and give so much for me because I will feel in debt even if they do not charge me and they have it willingly, but I hate it because I know that at some point they will get tired and I do not ask them
I hate that people always have to attack me without first hearing or seeing what they do, that they always think that my actions are for interest, I am selfish, not interested, I do not care about your sutiation or social rank. I do everything by will, not to get something unless it is something so if I strive, people are not objects as we all feel equally.
I hate that people are always fighting with others and having to listen to those damn fights every day, I do not care, they live happily, because my problems do not matter to me, they all have the same value for me.
I hate that people say that something does not affect you but immediately change your opinion just because you may not like something they said
I hate the lack of courage to say things in the face
I hate that you have to humiliate someone just to feel great
I hate when people suffer for me
Please. Enough!
Every day makes me feel myrable
for having to see that, please this hatred that I feel is not only why
I hate the ignorance of the people
I hate the irrational hatred they have when they see something they do not want
I hate classism
I hate fucking racism
I hate people who believe that extreme measures after situations that only require dialogue
I hate people who believe that money is more important than a person's feelings
I hate people who do not care what others feel

and above all, I hate, I detest, I repudiate people who treat all those I love and love badly, but my partner, I would prefer to be alone to endure everything I endure.
I have thought that everything is always resolved with love, but often I even hate things that should not be and I get tired of having this feeling in my chest every day always finding flaws or how to fight with someone every day ( not my partner because I love her a lot) because I do not know how to get what I feel, this feeling, and I do not want to affect those around me.

Hate is the strongest feeling in the hearts of men but we can not let it consume us, because we can not leave it.
but pride and love are 2 things that if you put them together to have the pride of doing what you love, but without seeking the destruction of others you will achieve many things and change the world since we will always be human and we must feel hatred towards another, if not rather give our compression, love and sweetness, stop looking and start to observe the heart and understand always.

Think, do and act on the basis of love.

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