A week in the world alone

Day 1: My Prayers and Dreams

Badj! Badj!, here I am again... waking up early in the morning because of the loud voice of my mom. My everyday life is just like an ordinary life of an ordinary person, schooling on weekdays and staying at home in weekends, My life is so boring, plus very strict parents keep on telling me what to do, keep on telling me in what's wrongs and rights even in a little things I've done, I have no own descisions for myself, people on my side rules my life and I am very tired to live this way.

Everyday I said to myself I wan't something new, I want my life to be change, I want to make things on my own and I want to decide on my own. One night I prayed to God "Lord please change my life, lord please replace my boring life to an exciting one... lord please remove all the people who rules my life, I want to live alone I want to be free, lord please hear my prayers and make it happen, please...until I fell asleep and start dreaming.

In my dreams God talk to me as answer to my prayers, God said " Why are you not get contented of the life I gave you?, why you always want more?, why you always think of the people who loves and care for you the most rules your life? especially your parents? and why don't you wait until amazing things happen to your life in the right time, why?....why?... but as the answer to your prayer, your wish is my command! I'll do what you want, I'll change your life in the way you want, I'll remove all the things and all the people that you've been thinking who are ruling you and making your life miserable, but don't blame me in the end, it's your will and I'm only fulfilling it!."that's what God said to me.

Then I woke up! it's late! I need to go to school!, where's my mom?, why she wasn't wake me up, maybe she go to market or she has an important things she need to do today I said to myself... but I felt that there's something missing and I don't know what it is and I felt something strange about it.
To be continued....

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