"TAYO PA BA?"

Mahal, kumusta ka na ba?
Hindi ka na nagpaparamdam o nagpapakita.
Sabi mo para sa pangarap natin kailangan mo'ng mag ibang bansa.
Naghintay ako ng 2 taon, pagkamiss sayo at pangungulila.

Pero bakit pagbalik mo ay ang lamig mo na.
Mainit naman sa Pinas para maging ganyan ka.
Hindi ka na nagpapakita at hindi ka na matawagan.
Nag-aalala ako kung ano ang iyong dahilan.

May tayo pa ba, ikaw at ako ay buhay pa ba?
Kumusta na ba yong...mga pangarap nating binuo.
Ang pangarap na maglalakad sa simbahan nakasoot ka ng belo.
Habang ako'y naghihintay sa altar para marinig ang tamis mong "oo."

Bakit kailangan mo'ng magbago?
Alam mong ikaw ang mundo ko.
Ano ng mangyayari ngayon sa buhay ko?
Ikaw ang nagkulay nito,
Ngayon buburahin mo?

Hindi mo man tayong matapos ngunit hindi pa ako tapos sayo.
Ayoko'ng matapos ang bagay na naumpisahan ko.
Anong tingin mo sakin isang electric fan?
Paiikotin mo lang at saka mo iiwan?

Hindi naman ako mukhang bola,
para bilogin mo ang ulo ko.
Lalong hindi ako china phone,
para iwan mo lang dahil mura naman.

Wala naman tayong ganyang usapan.
Hindi ganyan ang ating sumpaan.
Yong...andoon tayo sa dalampasigan.
Tuwang tuwa habang naghahabolan.

Bakit mo 'ko kailangan ipagpalit?
Wala lang ba sa'yo ang nararamdaman kong sakit?
Hindi naman ito isang salita,
para kung banggitin mo lang ay agad mawawala.
Damdamin ko ito mahal,
Nakatanim na at ito'y hindi na matatanggal.

Ngunit ayoko naman na pilitan ka.
Dahil hindi na yon maging masaya.
Hahayaan nalang kitang maglahong parang bula.
Dito lang ako mag-aabang kung sakaling babalik ka.
Babasakali lang naman na maliwanagan ka.
Mainthindihan mo na ang pagmamahal ko ay walang katulad na iba.
Iiyak ako kung kailangan umiyak.
Kahit ang tawa ko naman ay hindi na tiyak.

ENGLISH

"ARE WE STILL ON?"

Dear, how are you doing?
You are no longer showing up anymore.
You say for our dream you have to go abroad.
I waited 2 years, feeling missing and lonely.

But why when you came back you were so cold.
It's warm in Philippines so you can't be that way.
You don't show up and I can't call you.
I'm worried about what's the reason.

Are we still there, are you and I still alive?
How are you ... about our dreams before.
The dream of walking to church has you veiled a veil.
While I wait at the altar to hear your sweet "yes."

Why do you need to change?
You know you are my world.
What will happen to my life today?
You painted it,
Now will you erase it?

You want us to end but I'm not done with you yet.
I don't want to finish the thing I started.
What do you think of me like an electric fan?
You just spin it and then you leave it?

I don't look like a ball,
for you to round my head.
Especially I'm not a china phone,
just leave it because it's cheap.

We don't have that kind of conversation.
That is not our oath.
Like ... going to the beach.
Very happy while chasing.

Why you need to replace me with someone else?
Don't you just feel nothing about the pain I'm feeling?
It's not like just a word,
If you just state it will be gone soon.
This is my feelings,
It is planted and cannot be removed.

But I don't want to force you.
Because it's no longer happiness.
I'll just let you fade like a bubble.
I'll just wait here in case you come back.
Maybe some time you get enlightened.
Understand that my love is like no other.
I will cry if I need to cry.
Even my laughter is uncertain.

thank you for reading

image is mine
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d' dreamboy,
@mrnightmare89