Flat Earth - My story

One year ago, I was your average guy. Battling depression, anxiety and the constant programming. I had a job as a database marketer, paid my taxes and had a long term gf. The only "laws" I broke were related to copyright or the holy herb. Great job, great gf, above average intelligence and yet I hadn't been truly happy since I was 12 (26 now). I wasn't of this world and although I was generally liked, I was ostracised. By my own choice (without really realising), i went against the tide. Chose not to conform and as any flat earther knows...this typically results in being ostracised, demonised or ridiculed. This was from age 12-24. A period of non satisfaction with life and the world. During this time, i could never quite put my finger on what was wrong. I just knew there was a lot in this world i naturally stayed away from/ rejected. Fast forward to last year. My depression and anxiety is now coupled with daily, unrelenting headaches. I've taken every test and seen a tonne of flummoxed doctors. No help. Eventually, after more than a year of daily, unrelenting headaches I am referred to a sleeping clinic for an overnight study. They find nothing. Regardless my life completely changed when travelling to the clinic. Keep in mind that at this time I was just your average guy. Had done no real research up until this point and pretty much toed the company line. If i was awake to any conspiracies up until this point, the only one would have been 9/11. Nothing concrete but the idea that it was an "inside job" perhaps. So i'm travelling to the sleep clinic and an idea comes to my head. To find out the truth. Thats it. I just knew in a single moment that i had to find out the truth and that it would be life changing. "The truth about this world" - one google search and a few months of SERIOUS research later...I'm a flat earther