Hello friends..!
In this post I'll share you my love story.
This thing has happened when I went out of Bihar, I have prepared for SSC and now I am in Graduation Part-2, then I went there and shifted to one of my close relatives. He was preparing for the compounds, so there was no tension of the room before, I went to the same person and stayed there. My father had gone with me, he stayed there only at night and then came back home from the next train.
That place was absolutely new to me, the quote, thoughts, etc. I was the first to know, I had gone to a big city from the village, so I used to feel strange about it. It was my room mate that I could understand and I asked him 2 days passed like that. I used to sleep for days and nights due to lack of mind, I used to sleep for 16-17 hours in total. Then I joined the coaches. Now the classes begin. How did such a 1 month pass without knowing ...
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Gradually many boys became friends, teachers were known to be identified. Just like when I became a city I did not even know. Every thing changed, dialect, trick, movements.
We got 2 positions in class. My room mate was on the first position. Good marks are also coming in tests. Now life goes on like that.
There were some 4-5 girls in class, which was not much faster but was good at reading. They all talked to my room mate, I used to feel a bit strange, they wanted to talk to us, but we never gave them a chance. I'm afraid of girls, brother.
Now begins my suffocating life. My room mate was a boy with a relationship who used to be my brother in the relationship, so we both used to share all the things with each other and used to make fun of each other.
One day, I was getting ready for class and my brother was also getting ready. I wore a shirt which was a bit backwards. I did not pay attention to him and thought that if I have to be reading then I will wear it and who is watching there? By then, the room mate looked at me wearing a cloth, and then it started fluttering me and she started speaking Anab-sannab. He did not behave like this before today, it seemed like a revenge-change today. I asked him what was the matter, he said that you are now living in the big city, wearing clothes like the villagers do not wear clothes, your shirt is torn from behind, wear another.
I was so sad that he called me # rustic. Then I asked him who told you the pastor, he avoided things and went to class alone. Today for the first time he left me alone. I also got class from the back Going to him and talking to him, he said that in the joke he said "rustic". Then I asked him why the class came alone and said that I got upset and got up from there and sat next to the chair next to the girls' chair. Now the study started. For the first time that teacher talked to me for the first time because some words were found in the last day to remember which we had remembered but because of tension due to the behavior of room mate, it was not told by good reason.
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The classes are over. We both went to the room together but no one had talked to anyone. I felt very bad.
Now this is the daily business. He used to talk to me everyday on small things even till he even told me one day that he is not mine or nor do I think of anything. I did not stop talking to him very much but he did not stop talking to me. He would often used to say that man is anaap! You are not smart enough, you are not handsome and you do not even have much knowledge etc. I did not like all of these listening-listening. Sometimes I used to cry. He told me to be so impressed that I started thinking that after all, what was lacking in me that did not allow me to become like him. I started looking for my shortcomings and now I started thinking about becoming good. It is not that we are bad people, yes, it is definitely that I was bad in his eyes. We made ourselves such a thing in 2 weeks that the armpits also started to say that Anand has changed now. We do not talk to anyone directly, we are living very busy. People also started saying that now I am selfish, I do not share anything with anyone.
I began to ignore all the things and gradually made myself smart, handsome and intelligent. Routine was done all day, when I want to wake up, how long do I have to exercise, how long to read, when to cook, when to bathe, when to go to market and when to sleep etc.
Now I talk to myself, I did not mean any other. When the mind did not feel then the movies were seen. By the room mate, however, the talk started to quarrel, but I would always calm down because the boy was a bit stubborn, only he listened to himself and not anyone else.
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