Millennial Expedition to the Matrix and Quest for Guidance

In a few days, I will be on my way to the University of Massachusetts: Boston to pursue a Bachelor's in Computer Science. Even though that may sound interesting, as any other person would, I have to pay for my own education and survival with my bare hands. Working until I find some sort of true purpose within in this world. All so I may be able to earn more of flimsy, fragile paper that is suppose to compose the value of life in this fiat reality. Despite its immense value, I know living things such as plants are being reproduced for sole purpose of being destroyed to create the currency I would earn from hard work and dedication. Is it strange that upon the realization of the currency's origin, that I despise money? There are so many instances of speculated lovers of various demographics, so willing to dispose of their love, in hopes to obtain financial security. This security is enticed with the presence of lavish materialistic appearances, detailed my living conditions, sustenance quality, luxurious vehicle availability, and high status quo of health. Therefore in return, I find myself developing rampancies of having difficulty to associate with fellow human beings, to yield some sort of emotional attachment. I witness too many entities so willing to purchase market amenities at the expense of their loved ones. These circumstances made me realize that I have to be willing to support my family, trusted allies, and educators with my utmost composed integrity. Lies in this fragmented reality, constantly calcifies my pineal gland. With set standard I know infinite realities may be created with the ideal composure, however I have yet to find will give me worth in this life. I do not want to give up and die wastefully, even though my energy will be dispersed to the surroundings through the law of conservation of energy. The content within this post may seem to be out of the sorts, but I am merely testing this apparatus of Steemit, to see if there are other individuals who understand the predicament I am going through. I am confused on how I may augment my reality to create a prosperous world. I am not seeking perfection, but I merely want to be able to live up to my dreams without dying to the thousands of chemical compounds found in living amenities that are carcinogenics. I wish to lessen the burdens of society through the implementation of my own farm in possibly every country. Actions obviously speaks louder than words, but it is insane how much my actions are limited in a racially segregated society. My resources continue to diminish as I strive to live a healthy lifestyle with minimal animal abuse. This is all not intended to be a complaint whatsoever. I wish for this to be an informative compilation of information for my fellow human beings to understand and possibly relate to. I am in dire need of venting out my beliefs, as I felt I was in constraint and limited by opposing judgements, which may blacklist my freedom supporting beliefs. For those who believe they have any talent of any sorts, please offer me your valuable critique and tips upon surviving this serenity-absent world. I am not scared of change and I tend to embrace change as it comes. I wonder almost every day, if I may be able to help people. Apropos to this I always mention to others that whatever you ingest or condition your body to, your bodily composition may change. I noticed with the presence of numerous elements and minerals, humans have the potential to drastically reduce illnesses and give their bodies the boost they need to survive. This though came to mind, once I gained the knowledge of vitamin b-12 has the potential to repair the mylein sheath around or Dna nerve cells. If you have the audacity to read up to this point, I respect your position as a fellow living being. Words so easily said or typed, may be forgotten if no value in the words is deemed present. Staring at my computer screen for this long is depleting my eye vision, therefore I must say goodbye! This is my first post, live vivaciously fellow humans!