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Right now.. at this exact moment I'm grasping straws/
Bad things happen, its a fact. So i choose to just laugh it off/
While some prefer to latch on to their past so they can say just how bad it got/
I don't get it either/
sinners become religious for some form of forgiveness, pretend to forget, forgiveness isnt garaunteed here..
I don't pray cuz I know "change" comes from the ability to own your mistakes/
I loathe the hopelessness that grows with being alone, even though I'm hopeful that I'll get closer to knowing my place/
Or are we destined to forever roam, are we just ghosts haunting the memories of those we chose to escape?
I hope that we ain't.
That sad philosophy is a product of thoughts conjured by lots of awful things/
But they no longer haunt my dreams , because nowadays I can't sleep long enough to have a god damn dream/
I lost alot , most of you prolly still got a lot of awesome things.
I wish I would've stopped to talk to people I loved more often, instead of running like a coward because now I can't apologize for being such a monster..when you just needed me to take your spot cuZ youve got to leave/
But im not as Strong as you, I can't pretend I know what to do about my world falling down on top of me /
I'm getting crushed under the weight of this makeshift game of pain, hatred, angst and anxiousness/
With millisecond breaks of happiness you never seem to appreciate until its back to the game again/
I promise I'll make you proud/
it seemed like a waste of my day to you and everyone else who would hang around /
I'll still make it through,every single day I'll give it all I got
.theres no more time to be too angry or ashamed.
Make em proud.
Yeah, greatness in the making If I can keep from breaking down.
Might sound easy for you but I have a lot in my brain bothering my congitve thought process like stoppingthe train.
Opportunity is knocking so Ill watch the forecast for as long as it takes
I'm on the case of the missing optimist, locked in a cage cuz life is monsterous gnawing ya legs off within days
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