5 Minute Freewrite Day 377: Cross-Eyed

I know I said I could do this, but god its hard!. I’m supposed to be good at this, well decent, of those that have to work hard but still manage to do things fluidly… but here I am, still debating where to begin with while keeping at bay the desperation of a time that keeps running away from me so I cant have its help with this passion project.

What a monster this thing is, something I didn’t realize while planning where Artaúd made his first stealing or designing the engravings in Nadine’s sword. Optimism made me able to advance but also blinded me… if I barely could finish 2 or 3 short stories about them in the first half of the year, what made me think that I can finish a whole novel in just one month?.

The worst of all?, this is just the first day, late afternoon and from the 2000 words I need for today I only have like 500, oh the desperation… the enormity of this all has me cross-eyed at the many paths it could take and the sheer number of characters it entails. But a promise is a promise, and those 2 deserve to be alive outside of my mind. Like Glorion from JourneyQuest would say: OOOONWAAAARDS!!!