Over the Wire

in freewrite •  6 years ago 

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Clearly, we’d gotten our wires crossed about what constitutes a pledged relationship. In my mind, chained connections, through cell towers and laptops, and then coffee dates and TV parties behind my back were ropes to form a noose. When I attempted to talk about the talking, in order to strengthen the cord between us, you’d refused and instead packed your silver Honda and left, hung up your end when I called. Oh, telephone, tin-cup, how I tried!

Her efforts in cabling me in her tangle have been great and how to tell the generals of population that I’d first experienced the two of you in a dream, you roped in her blonde braids and me doing my best to cut you apart with a pair of heavy duty scissors I’d ham-handed in the nightmare. When I’d asked after waking, you had confirmed, and so I knew, yes, my wires now passed across hers and yours a three of swords in modern day transmissions laid upon rare-earth metals.

Her continued postings and emails to public officials have contained my name and details in thick, dark lead and on Monday, a year after the wiggle between you, I felt a sudden sadness and lethargy wash over me—wondered, what could be going on? I sat down and wrote a three page letter addressed to her thinking it might help to send my own voice out into the universe, that I would not push send, but in just the writing, on a psychic wire, I’d be able to straighten some kink.

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To my surprise such letters work miracles. Well, okay, maybe I use that word too optimistically. But they do do something. Not for everyone in every situation (somethings turn out to actually have much less to do with us than we thought they did, even when they ruled our lives!).

Extraordinarily powerful writing that is (of course) super personal but works so intensely on the (asura) energy that feeds into (tempts) the soul to weaken its resolve to be healthy=whole=true (iron ore or gold) and not deceitful (i.e. half-hearted, double-minded, pants on fire).

It's not easy to say, or show exactly that this is true for you (or me) but this is (also) the kind of impersonal work I have been trying to illustrate is possible, necessary and generally inconvenient in the mean time.

Yes, I do think that writing was a good idea and difficult to tell how much to do with me or not, but with the strength of the psychic hits no matter the intended target, I am effected.
Interesting to consider the ways in which others will come into our lives in order to help us peel away and even if painful, help us come closer to our inner core. Like being forced to reexamine and restate our values.
I find the same. That it is difficult to articulate/explain these spiritual journey's we find ourselves on and quite probably they have to be made independent of others, but at the same time, on behalf of the whole.

I write letters all the time and never send them. Somehow, it helps me. Whether I heal the psychic connection, I'll never know. But, I do get peace.

Here is today's prompt: https://steemit.com/freewrite/@mariannewest/day-217-5-minute-freewrite-thursday-prompt-appetite

Thanks, wordymouth. Glad to hear you're writing them too. I've heard many suggest it as being therapeutic, but not as often as a psychic message. I suppose it probably accomplishes both and also works as a way for us to better understand our feelings.

@kimberlylane You have to get it out sometimes. Then you feel better and can get on with other things.

Yes, I agree.