"I've got to quit."
Dang! This takes up too much of my time!
I stare like a zombie...
alive
in the moonlit glow
of my addiction.
I ask myself
Is it worth it?
knowing
knowing
I'm not going to stop
How much money have I
spent?
Fuckin' lots
I look around me
I'm not alone.
And then come the
comparisons
Maybe I should spend more!
Win more!
Like some
of the others...
If only I had their skills
their money
their innate
hutzpah
Maybe
then
I'd turn this
blinding addiction
into
riches
and
fame.
"But I'm learning a lot"
I say
(sometimes numbly)
to myself.
Will there ever be a pay off?
It's a gamble.
Like anything...
Life
in the
Splinterlands
(Oh! And did I say how much FUN it is!!)
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Thanks to @freewrite @chrisroberts @carrieallen and all the great players on STEEMMONSTERS aka SPLINTERLANDS! 😼