I am stuck

I am tired of acting that modern everyday life is good and happy. I am tired of people talking crappy unreal things. I am tired of meaningless errands that everyone is loosing their minds on. I am tired of myself sitting all day in front of the computer and watching same clips is which people are talking all day every day about the same the same boring things:

• War
• Money
• Politics
• Jobs
• Migration
• Alcohol
• Technology and IT
• Social problems
• etc

It is like a vicious circle that I can't get out of. As I think about all these things I tend to emphasize that this list of this meaningless crap is not real in the most part. For example war is what stupid men and women are doing because because they are too stupid to love other people instead of killing them. Money is some thing that does not do anything good or hell it does not do anything at all. Politics is a IRL role playing game that grownup children play and everybody else think its is for real. Jobs are only there to keep people away from living the life of their dreams. Migration is a natural behavior of a grassing animal. Alcohol is the poison that everyone can't get enough of. IT - try eating it...

Anyway...

I wish I had someone to talk to who would at least tell me that it's not just me seeing total emptiness in crazy headlines. I wish someone could say that it's not just me who wants to get away from global craziness of systemic constructs. I wish that someone else also wants to be free from surrounding nonsense.