Well, I've been talking to my current girlfriend for almost half a year.
When we got to know each other, we learned that she had a boyfriend for two years, and the man was ten years older than her and twelve years older than me. Later, because he had never planned to marry her, he had no choice but to break up.
Listening to herself, she lied to her that she was only two or three years older at first, and then she bought a ticket to know that she was so much older, but she continued to talk to the man. Listening to her own words, she may have been treated as a junior, and I have always felt that she was deceived, hit by the dimensionality reduction of an older person, and asked her why she didn't break up, and said that the person was very good to her. Her mother felt that there was something wrong with the man being so old and not married, and then he really couldn't talk about it, that is, he didn't have the idea of marrying her, he never took her to meet a friend of his, and the circle of friends never posted her once, so they broke up.
After meeting me later, it was almost a year since they broke up, and then my girlfriend was beautiful, capable, and very good to me, but after she told me these things, I have been worried about it, and even insomnia at night I can't sleep all night, want to forget is not forget, and even now it has become a habit. The thought of being with someone of that age for two years, thinking about them and thinking about what they do, I really feel bad.
It's okay when I'm with her, and I can't help but think as soon as I get apart or argue, I keep holding it and never mention it.
Tell my friends that some people say that people have also been deceived, and it is all in the past.
Some people also say that this is too big, and he will be disgusted when he thinks about it.
Last night, I took the car to talk to the master and talked about my girlfriend, and I told him, and the master said that as an elder, he would never recommend me to continue talking.
I am very conflicted now, I understand her, I treat her as deceived, I relieve myself even if I am uncomfortable, and take melatonin myself.
But every time she talked about it, she said that she had problems herself, and she knew that she continued to talk. I have already made countless excuses for her in my heart, and I will be much more comfortable when she goes downhill, but it is not good not to say a word.
I may be a little wary, but I'm just not comfortable.
The emotions are a little excited, the writing is a little messy, everyone forgives